thinking.. changing..

So... I have been really diggin this weather the last few days. This dreary, grey, rainy week has really made it feel like it is actually Spring. Traditionally, Spring is thought of as a time for new beginnings, and changes. This year i have really been thinking about making changes, but also about the changes that have already unfolded in the last year.

 

Alisha and myself made a big change late last year, when we decied to quit hanging out at bars (Caves lounge) several nights a week. This eventually turned into not going out at all, working out most nights, eating healthy,  and trying to take care of our bodies. It feels really good to know that I am in better shape than I have been in years, and that I do have some self control after all. haha

 

Well.. I'm starting to get that bug again, that sexy Rock N Roll bug thats creeps over my shoulder every now and then, and makes me want to think more about havin fun, and blowin off steam than about self control, and restraint. I miss my friends, i miss the burn of the first Whiskey, and Coke of the night, i miss the conversations that mean nothing with people that mean nothing, and friendly gestures that make your head spin. Maybe I will go out tonight, maybe tomorrow, maybe not for a while.

 

Also, i have seriously been thinking that i would like to start performing again.I really need it,  Probably not the way i used to, as I'm not sure i have the energy for that intensity anymore. What i would like though is to either perform as The Outlaw Radio Show, with Chris Brown, or perform solo. I have been compiling a "solo set-list" (which will be posted soon).

 

Lastly, i have posted very few pieces of my art in the last week or so, and have recieved numerous requests to design tattoos for folks. This is good motivation for me to make time to draw again, pull out the pencils, and paper, and GO!!!

 

sorry for the novel.. I love you